Thursday, April 9, 2009

today is good friday but i dn feel good cos she has not forgiven me yet i asked her she replied whatever i cant take slient as consent so i juz assume that she is still mad at me whatever also here i will still wait for her ans i'm looking forward to the day wherer we will ba back as frenz and i saw one guy call passerby in her taq box and harassing maybe? anything la if he or her harm her i wont let him off cos she is the best "gal" friend i had ever made so let me continue my sorrow of endless sin i have planted 1st i lost my sprit in CCA juz because someone told me if i dn come better 2nd i lost her my only female fren 3rd i lost my famliy parents its been a havoc here i started to think is this a test or retribuetion or is it a game that god wants to play with me zzz i juz hope one day my sincere will move her and she will forgive me and thats enogh for me already recently alot of things happen no matter where i go in school i ran into her and my bros juz ask me step forward and say hi i wanted to but im afriad of u xm ur moood like a moment ok a moment not so i dn dare to take the risk if one day i manage to talk to u i juz hope that u can forgive me  i know i sounds ricdiculous nvm u'll nver know im crying in my heart i gain back a childhood gal fren name angeline but in return i lost a new found gal fren wads this i thin its unfair if time can turn back i juz hope that everythings will be ok my sorrow nobody will understand cos they had nver lost their parents in juz 2 years time this sat im going to visit my father everytime i went there i felt my heart was emty yea i know i may have a uncle to take care of me but i still miss the days with my parents espcialy my dad or both my dad taught me martial arts i joined NPCC because of him i promised him i'll be a good guy but it seem good guy is hard to be i get misunderstood in CCA i dn care wad i care most is her even at the time when i almost died  the 1st person to flash through my mind is her and lastly my 9 bros all been happy go lucky since we became god-bros but i hang out with them each of them has their own sorrow mine? its the yearning for her sound that will pass through my ears agn so good bye for now but somehow i felt life is meaniless for me do i have to accept chinyong or perhaps join him?

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